Me.

So this whole website thing is a little insane, but I'm getting used to it. What's even more insane is this whole MTV thing. I never in my life thought that I would be doing something like this. It's the scariest, best, worst, craziest thing that I have ever done in my life. Weighing the amount of pounds that I do isn't healthy, isn't fun, and isn't fair. I've gone my entire life being heavy, fat, overweight, whatever. There are so many words that people say for it. I've basically put them all in a file and put them under one name: Pain. Not physical pain of course, but mental pain. What people were thinking about me, what people seen when I walked by. It's not something an eighteen year old girl should have to go through, but that's my life. Speaking of my life, my name is Kirsten Selley and I live in Michigan. I'm attending Michigan State University in the fall this year and am on a MTV reality TV show.