Impossibilites

So I feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world right now. I'm still at my friends house and managed to lose another 3 pounds while on vacation. I know now that I am committed to this new way of life for me and the person that I will become. We went to the beach today again and had a cookout on the sand. It was really fun! I had two Turkey Sausages with Cheese and they are only 120 calories a piece! I stayed within my calories thanks to CalorieCount.com and know that I have done well while on this vacation. I just figured it out and I have 25 more pounds to lose to reach my halfway goal point on July 17th. Let me remind you that today is July 5th!!! I don't know if I am able to do that and am kind of scared when thinking about it. I really want them to take me to Hawaii and I really have been working my butt off doing this. It's such a life changing thing and the hardest thing that I have ever done and I just hope that the production people know how hard I am working for this. Not only is the aspect of Hawaii helping me, but I just plain out want this for myself. I need this for myself too. But I'm just going to keep a smile on my face and work my butt off. In the end I will be where I want to be and my body will be what I want it to be. I'm not going to let people hold me back by what they think about me and say about me. This is for me and only me. Wednesday's back to the grind and I'm ready for it. I'm ready to get my butt kicked my Jimi and do everything possible to get close to that 25 pounds in the next twelve days. Anything is possible, even when you don't think it is.