Impossibilites

So I feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world right now. I'm still at my friends house and managed to lose another 3 pounds while on vacation. I know now that I am committed to this new way of life for me and the person that I will become. We went to the beach today again and had a cookout on the sand. It was really fun! I had two Turkey Sausages with Cheese and they are only 120 calories a piece! I stayed within my calories thanks to CalorieCount.com and know that I have done well while on this vacation. I just figured it out and I have 25 more pounds to lose to reach my halfway goal point on July 17th. Let me remind you that today is July 5th!!! I don't know if I am able to do that and am kind of scared when thinking about it. I really want them to take me to Hawaii and I really have been working my butt off doing this. It's such a life changing thing and the hardest thing that I have ever done and I just hope that the production people know how hard I am working for this. Not only is the aspect of Hawaii helping me, but I just plain out want this for myself. I need this for myself too. But I'm just going to keep a smile on my face and work my butt off. In the end I will be where I want to be and my body will be what I want it to be. I'm not going to let people hold me back by what they think about me and say about me. This is for me and only me. Wednesday's back to the grind and I'm ready for it. I'm ready to get my butt kicked my Jimi and do everything possible to get close to that 25 pounds in the next twelve days. Anything is possible, even when you don't think it is.

Burnt

Happy Fourth of July!! I hope you all enjoy some fireworks today and get out there and walk around some. I'm in Grand Haven, Michigan for this weekend visiting my friend. It's me and my friends Kelsie, Morgan, Jessica, and Basma and we are having a BLAST! I think I should have put more sun block on though because my back side is a little burnt. So here is some sunblock that you should use, so as to not get skin cancer =) The Neutrogena Ultra Sheer Dry Touch Sun Block, SPF-55 is the best, and I should have bought that instead of the off brand stuff, obviously. But my friends and I are 5-Star camping. I brought my huge tent and a queen size blow up mattress along with two other twin size mattresses. It's pretty sweet, we even set up the tent by ourselves, which is cool because we are girls and we don't need no man to help us! We are independent! Ha ha. But yeah, it's really cool. Last night we went out to the hill by the water, where the fireworks are going to be tonight and set down a blanket. It's neat because since it gets really busy they allow people to go out at 12:01am and set a blanket down. So we did that and then went to Walmart last night to buy shirts to tie dye today, which will be fun too. But I never really thought about this before coming over here, but I really miss my family during this weekend and was just thinking last night, this could have been the last Fourth of July that I could spend with my family on the lake since I'm going to college next year. Hopefully that isn't true and we can all do something next year still, but who knows what's going to happen within a years time. Things change, people change, but I know my family will always been there for me. So, get out there and hang with your families and just remember, they always got your back.